Suddenly everything changes 21

***GHALA:

aaah I want to pull my hair out!!

The preparations for the milcha are driving me crazy! Allah y3een lo 3irs shbasawy?

Especially ena bagy 2 weeks 3ala elmelcha and its getting scarier every day!

I’m too nervous all the time.. I want everything to be perfect! Even my party planner is going crazy 

because of my perfectionist self!

I think she wants to kill me…

On top of that, I just realized that in 2 days I’m going to start uni..

My last year of studying law!! AAAHHH SUCH A RELIEF!!!

I was looking forward to it and dreading it at the same time!

anyway..

I had an appointment at the salon at 4:30.. so I was getting ready

Elyoom estqbal ekhit talah, Lulu.. its her first born o 7ad’ha mishta6a o msaweeta eb bait ahalhaa..

In the saloon i did a manicure and pedicure and the fishtail braid :D 

I applied my make up and decided to wear my Carven dress and Valentino heels

My mother and I got ready and left..

We arrived at Aunt Laila’s house (Talah’s mom) and there were already people there..

Hala: waay zain yeetay! Salma lail7een mayat o talah kil 5 digayig em6arsheenha!!

Me: haha! Btw you look stunning!!

Hala: Thank you!!! Ma 3alaich zood 7abeebty

We chatted for a while.. then my aunts started to order us around..

One of my aunts came to me..

Aunt Maryam: ghala 7abeebty ekhthay jan6ity o 3abaty 76eehum eb dar talah maby a7i6hum hny o 3ad 

atkharba6 wagt e6al3a

Me: hehe enshallah khaltyy

I took her things and went up stairs to talah’s room..

They had a small living room for everyday use.. and then there’s a hall that lead to all their rooms

I went into talah’s room and turned on the lights..

I placed the things on talah’s bed wela asma3 9oot

----: talah??

I froze?

Is it?

Could it be?

I saw a head peak out of one of the rooms..

It is!!

It was abdullah!

Omg!

I didn’t know why I was frozen in my place!

He got out of his room..

Abdullah: TALAH?

He looked at me, realized I wasn’t talah and then froze too

We just stood there for I don’t know how many minutes just staring at each other..

***ABDULLAH:

Is it obvious?

I think its obvious that I’m staring like a freakin dog at her..

I was looking at her from head to toe..

And my eyes refused to look at anything other than ghala..

My ghala..

A voice inside my head shouted ..

NO! SHE IS NOT YOURS REMEMBER?

Ahh and how can I forget?

I just got back home from London.. and the first person I see is ghala..

This could be one of my luckiest days..

Or one of my worst..

She lowered her gaze..

Ghala: el7imdila 3asalama!! Taw manawerat edeera

I just stared..

I didn’t know what to say! All the words I once learned are now erased..

What are we supposed to reply to that?

She looked confused ..

Ghala: uhh.. yallah ana lazim amshy

She walked closer to me.. or to the door..

I absentmindedly blocked her way and stood in front of her..

She stopped abruptly her body centimeters away from mine..

Okk.. chiny ma9akht’ha lazim at7acha

Me: e7mm.. allah ysalmich

I have to admit I was blown away.. its like it’s the first time I ever see ghala..

She is so beautiful.. I could never get over how damn pretty she is!

What I’m seeing right now, Is hard to be put into words.. pretty is just an understatement when describing 

ghala..

Is it possible for a person to love another that much?

She smiled and tried to go past me but I held her hand..

Again absentmindedly..

Or intentionally.. Whichever way you want to see it!

She looked at me surprised and slowly tried to remove her hands..

I think I screwed up..

Me: ana asiif..

She just gave me one last look and walked away..

***GHALA:

I was nervous!

My heart was banging in my chest!

The way abdullah looked at me scared me.. and confirmed all my doubts..

He does have feelings for me..

Aahh that thought made my heart beat even faster..

I saw talah walking  to the kitchen and grabbed her arms..

Me: aby akalmich asap!!!

Talah: ok!

She followed me to the bathroom.. we were alone and I told her everything!

Me: talah he likes me!! He likes me LIKES ME!! Ya3ny mu bs like 3adyy he ---

Talah: wallaaah fahaaamt o adry minziman!

I stared at her..

Me: and u never told me because???

Talah: you were too busy falling in love with aziz!

Me: min meta hal kalam??

Talah: minziman I noticed ena he liked you.. and then I talked to him the other day o 6ala3 9ij he does..

Me: oh my god!!

Galby ga3ed e3awerny!! I felt guilty madry laish!

Talah: shnu ra7 tsaween al7een?

Me: wala shay.. talah magdar asawy shay I’m already engaged o milchity is within 2 weeks and I love 

aziz!

She looked at the ground in disappointment..

Talah: are you sure you love him?

I was confused.. does she want me to leave aziz for abdullah!

Me: ee talah I am sure and I want it to stay that way!

 Talah: ok ok!

We got out of the bathroom and joined the other ladies..

Ahh it was too much to take in for one day..

I mean, I had a feeling he liked me before but I brushed it off my mind and tried not to think about it!

And I will do the same thing now.. avoid it because thinking about it and stressing out is no use since I’m 

going to be a married woman..

A chill ran up my spine.. I’m going to have to get used to the idea of me getting married!

Finally, the night came to an end!

My mom and I returned home and I couldn’t wait to get my heels off!

Aah my feet are killing me!

I took my clothes off, changed into my pjs and laid on my bed..

Of course I had to think about everything..

Did I choose the right color of flowers?

Did I order the best and tastiest kind of sweets?

Is my dress going to fit me perfectly?

The thoughts were accumulating in my brain! It was tiring! And for some reason all my thoughts lead me 

back to the same person..

Abdullah.

My phone beeped..

I checked it and it was a bbm from abdullah..

Mashalah 3umra 6weel!

I opened the chat and started reading..

OH MY GOD!

What do you think he sent her???:D