Suddenly everything changes 18

***ABUDLLAH:

Me: ee.. a7ibha..

Talah stopped and stared at me.. I lowered my head

Did I just say that out loud?

She came and sat next to me..

Talah whispered: enshallah etkoon min ni9eebik

Me: ahhh 9a3baa…

***GHALA:

I woke up at around 5 pm .. it was quiet in the shalaih..

I checked my phone wela alf bbm min salma and hala.. they were going to MC o yabony agool my order 

fatheen!

There was no bbm from aziz nor abdullah..

Ahh abdullaah!

I washed and went down stairs.. and saw talah sitting on the couch..

She saw me and smiled..

I went and sat next to her..

Talah: halla walla

Me: hala feechh

I wanted to ask her about abdullah.. bs khayfaa!

How do I ask.. and what do I ask exactly? M3a9ib? karahny? Ra7 ekalim aziz again? Wayed as’ila!!

Talah looked at me sensing the tension..

Talah: shfeech?

Me: walah madryy.. kilshay

Talah: laiish?

Me: shnu laish? Nesaitay elly 9ar elyoom?

Talah: laa 6ab3aan.. o 3ala e6aryy betkalmeen abdullah?

Me: LAA!! Maly waayh!

Talah: bil3aaax ana a7is enna u guys need to talk!

Me: nitkalam 3an shnu? How I betrayed him? Went behind his back and fell in love with his best friend? 

Magdaar wallah :(

Talah: 9adgeeeny ghala!! Entay ga3da etfakreen eb shay o uhwa ga3ed efakir eb shay thanyy! O ba3dain wain elly kanat etgoly ena ana o aziz mu ga3den ensawy shay ghala6? O n7ib ba3ath? Laish matgoleen 

hal kalam 7ag abdullah o etfahmeena enna niyatkum 9afya o bil akheer yaby yitzawijich aziz!!

Me: madryy talah wallah!!

Talah got up: 3al3omoom uhwa blduwanya ga3ed ebroo7a.. u can go anytime and talk to him!

She walked away..

Me: laa7tha wain ray7a??

Talah: baroo7 atsaba7

Me: ok :(

Hmmm.. what do I say? How is he going to react? I’m sure that as soon as I open the door and he sees me 

he’s going to kick me out! I’m defiantly the last person he wants to talk to right now! Maby aroo7 o 

afashil 3umryy!

Ahh wallah madry shasawy!

But what if?

What if I talk to him .. and we sort everything out.. and he doesn’t hate me anymore?

What if ----

I heard the door open..

Someone came in.. it was dark I couldn’t see.. wait

Is that abdullah?

Yes it is!!

What is he doing here?

He looked at me long and hard.. and I didn’t look away

Abdullah: e7m wain talah?

Me: m-madryy

Abdullah: dazatly msg tgoly ta3al bsr3a khare3atny

Of course.. she set us up!

Me: umm madry wallah..

Abdulla’s phone rang..

Abdullah: ha talah shfeech? .. la wallah min9ijich? Gilt akeed ma3ndich salfa yallah bye!

He closed his phone.. and turned around to leave..

Me: abdullah!!

Wait.. NO WHY DID I CALL HIM!!

Iff fashlaa shagoolaa al7een!

He turned and just stared..

I got up and took one step forward..

Me: uhh .. umm ana uhh

Abdullah: shfech?

Me: umm ana asfa abdullah!!

My eyes started to tear..

He just looked at me.. noo please say something!

I walked closer to him then stopped..

Me: please .. *sniff* lat3a9ibb

Abdullah whispered: shnu tabeeny asawy ghala?

I can sense the pain in his voice.. the pain of betrayal..

I lowered my head and covered it with my hands and sobbed

He took a deep breath, and walked closer to me

Abdullah: ghala khala9 latabcheen

I couldn’t stop

He held my chin and slowly raised my head and removed my hands

He lowered my hands .. and was still holding them

Abdullah: al7een entay laish ga3da tabchen?

Me: m-madryy sniff a7isik karahtnyy o karaht aziz kila minny sniff ana kharabt 3elaqtkum kila minny!! 

Wallah as---

He placed his finger on my lips..

Abdullah whispered: shhh.. ghala ana ma akrihich.. layumkin akrihich

I stared at him with the tears flowing down my cheeks..

He wiped my tears..

Abdullah took a deep breath: entay.. et7beena?

I just looked at the ground..

Abdullah frowned and nodded: akeed ee.. ba3ad ana shasu2al el ghaby

He was hurt..

Abdullah: o akeed ra7 tirthaain fee lama yakh6ibich rasmy?

I looked at him.. I didn’t say a word but my eyes were saying yes!

He looked at the ground.. his eyes started to tear..

Oh god no please! Masta7mil ashoof rayyal yabchyy.. 3ala 6ool abchy ma3a! o al7een abdullah.. ahh what have I done?

I stepped in and hugged him.. I didn’t know what I was doing but I knew one thing for sure, we both 

needed a hug!

He was surprised at first.. but then he wrapped his arms around me and hugged back..

I was sobbing and he kept telling me “shh” and running his hand through my hair..

After a while I removed my hand and took a step back.. and he looked at me..

Abdullah: ghala.. etha t7beena.. o uhwa y7ibich.. ana mara7 ogaf eb darbkum .. o allah ywafigkum..

A tear escaped his eye and fell down his cheek..

He gave me one last look and walked away..