Give fate a chance 17

Heyy! Before continuing with the story I wanted to share with you some of Chandler Bing's funniest moments from the series FRIENDS.

Wallah he's soo funny and he's my favorite character:D

Anyway, watch then enjoy the story xx

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"Money is not the most important thing in the world. Love is. Fortunately, I love money." - Jackie Mason

I called dalia from the house phone,

Me: aloo

Dalia: lama shfeeech??

Me: dalia pls come over?

I said between sobs.

Dalia: ok al7eeen aye!

I was so confused, I don't know why I stormed out of Starbucks like that.

Its not like he told me he has HIV!!

My heart longed for him, but my brain wanted him out of my life.

I mean, I know he's poor, but its not like I'm a millionaire! I shouldn't look down on him!

I grabbed the phone; I wonder how I should apologize.

I kept thinking of words to say; yet I end up changing every thing I had thought of.

I don't know how to say what I'm feeling..

I don't know how I'm feeling actually..

I thought it would be better for Dalia to come first, then I'll decide.

After some time, I heard a knock on my door.

At that time I had fallen asleep waiting for Dalia.

I opened my eyes and stretched..

Me: come in!

Dalia slowly opened the door and walked in..

Shaikha and Reema awkwardly followed her.

I narrowed my eyes and looked at Dalia, what the hell are they doing here?

I knew it! They're going to gang up on me! I knew she would tell them I was just stupid enough to trust her!

Reema walked over to me and sat on my bed..

How dare she?

Reema: lama, I'm sooo sorry!

She started crying, I wont buy her little act. Reema betrayed me, there were a million ways to solve this situation but telling my mother isn't one of them!

Reema: lama walla I was just looking out for you! *sniff* madry shloon 6la3at miny! Makint aq9id I just blurted it out without thinking!

She looked at me her eyes begging for forgiveness, but I looked away.  

She is the last person I want to talk to right now.

Shaikha: lama adry 7adna 7ameer we left you in a time where you needed us most! Bs ka al7een e7na hny o we dont mind abdulla at all!

Dalia shot her a look: abdulwahab!

Shaikha: I mean abdulwahab!

My nostrils flared, as I was angered!

Me: I’m not waiting for your permission!! I just wanted you to understand! To hear me out before leaving me stranded:)

Reema cried again: I know!! And I’m so sorry wallaa lama please forgive us! E7na ghala6na o al7een yayeen ni3tirif blghala6! I will never do it again I promise!!

She came in and hugged me; I hugged her back and started crying too.

I mean they're my best friends, I have to forgive them!

Dalia: ok lama so what did he tell you?

I looked at my lap and started playing with my fingers: he said he wants to marry me..

Reema jumped: 9iiiiij!! I’m so happpy for you!!

Me: bs... You guys he's poor!

I instantly regretted saying that!

I regretted agreeing to talk to them about him. Now, their inner poor-hating devils will come out. Allah yaster.

Shaikha gasped: no way, min9ijich takhtheena?

Dalia: la7tha fahmeena, shlon poor ya3ny laih ay daraja?

They looked at me intently..

Maby aftha7a zyada!

Lama: madry y3ny mu nafsna!

I was ashamed of myself, I say the lie and then believe it! If they know that I'm not as rich as they are, I don't even want to think of how cruel they'll be to me!

Reema; shloon 3araftay? Did he tell you?

Me: ee ..

Shaikha: what does he drive?

Me : umm..  a Toyota, Camry atwaqa3

She gasped again: way lama ana ayeeblich 100 wa7id ghaira esoog sayara asna3 min Camry!

Reema: I’m afraid I’m going to have to agree with Shaikha

I got all defensive: way ma9adigkum! Shda3wa aham shay he's a good person and he loves me!

And more importantly I love him! I added.

Shaikha was incredulous..

Dalia: bs lama 7abeebty how is he going to provide for you etha tezawajtaw? O lama tyebon 3yal?

Reema: ee, lama entay 3aysha eb 3iz al7een shloon bt3eeshen ma3a wa7id mayigdar ewafirlich 7ata esufar!

Dalia: lama fakray feeha, its a huge transition, o lets face it, we got used to having everything we want imagine what will happen when you marry wahab?

They threw these toxic thoughts on me like it was nothing. Yet, I have to agree. They were right! Even though I'm not as rich as they think I am but still I can buy anything I want.

Almost anything..

Marrying wahab will limit me from a lot of things. I'm sure I can find some one who can love me like wahab does who's rich and handsome, right?  

Shaikha sat next to me: tara ely ga3deen engola kila 7ag ma9la7tich, shyathminlich ena he’s not after your money? Ya3ny wa7id esog Camry o mobila Nokia alf o tis3imya o 76uba yaby yitzawijich, he’s taking a leap and he has nothing to loose, but if you agree you will loose a lot!

Her words were so convincing!

Me: ok..

After the girls left I went to my mother’s room, ready to apologize.

I walked in and found her sitting on the bed..

Me: yuma..

I walked closer to her with my lips quivering; I will cry any second now.

She looked at me but said nothing..

Me: yuma walla asfaa *sniff* makan qa9dy asawy elly sawayta ga9 3alay ebleees! Bs khalas mara7 akalma marathanya walla!!

I covered my hands while I sobbed..

I felt my mother’s arm rap around my trembling body..

Me: khalas 7abeebtyy latabcheeen! Walla lama darait ekhtar3at o adry kint gasya 3alaich bs entay binty elwa7eeda o mabeech tamsheen eb hal 6ireeej!

She started crying too..

Mom: khalas lama.. ekhthay mobilich min el 6awla bs taw3edeeny enich matkalmeena?

I stopped for a second, am I willing to make this promise?

Hmm..

Aham shay al7een enna umy tertha 3alay..

Me: aw3idich..

And there’s that sound inside me that I tried so hard to tune out, screaming “But you still love him!”

   

"Money is not the most important thing in the world. Love is. Fortunately, I love money." - Jackie Mason

I called dalia from the house phone,

Me: aloo

Dalia: lama shfeeech??

Me: dalia pls come over?

I said between sobs.

Dalia: ok al7eeen aye!

I was so confused, I don't know why I stormed out of Starbucks like that.

Its not like he told me he has HIV!!

My heart longed for him, but my brain wanted him out of my life.

I mean, I know he's poor, but its not like I'm a millionaire! I shouldn't look down on him!

I grabbed the phone; I wonder how I should apologize.

I kept thinking of words to say; yet I end up changing every thing I had thought of.

I don't know how to say what I'm feeling..

I don't know how I'm feeling actually..

I thought it would be better for Dalia to come first, then I'll decide.

After some time, I heard a knock on my door.

At that time I had fallen asleep waiting for Dalia.

I opened my eyes and stretched..

Me: come in!

Dalia slowly opened the door and walked in..

Shaikha and Reema awkwardly followed her.

I narrowed my eyes and looked at Dalia, what the hell are they doing here?

I knew it! They're going to gang up on me! I knew she would tell them I was just stupid enough to trust her!

Reema walked over to me and sat on my bed..

How dare she?

Reema: lama, I'm sooo sorry!

She started crying, I wont buy her little act. Reema betrayed me, there were a million ways to solve this situation but telling my mother isn't one of them!

Reema: lama walla I was just looking out for you! *sniff* madry shloon 6la3at miny! Makint aq9id I just blurted it out without thinking!

She looked at me her eyes begging for forgiveness, but I looked away.  

She is the last person I want to talk to right now.

Shaikha: lama adry 7adna 7ameer we left you in a time where you needed us most! Bs ka al7een e7na hny o we dont mind abdulla at all!

Dalia shot her a look: abdulwahab!

Shaikha: I mean abdulwahab!

My nostrils flared, as I was angered!

Me: I’m not waiting for your permission!! I just wanted you to understand! To hear me out before leaving me stranded:)

Reema cried again: I know!! And I’m so sorry wallaa lama please forgive us! E7na ghala6na o al7een yayeen ni3tirif blghala6! I will never do it again I promise!!

She came in and hugged me; I hugged her back and started crying too.

I mean they're my best friends, I have to forgive them!

Dalia: ok lama so what did he tell you?

I looked at my lap and started playing with my fingers: he said he wants to marry me..

Reema jumped: 9iiiiij!! I’m so happpy for you!!

Me: bs... You guys he's poor!

I instantly regretted saying that!

I regretted agreeing to talk to them about him. Now, their inner poor-hating devils will come out. Allah yaster.

Shaikha gasped: no way, min9ijich takhtheena?

Dalia: la7tha fahmeena, shlon poor ya3ny laih ay daraja?

They looked at me intently..

Maby aftha7a zyada!

Lama: madry y3ny mu nafsna!

I was ashamed of myself, I say the lie and then believe it! If they know that I'm not as rich as they are, I don't even want to think of how cruel they'll be to me!

Reema; shloon 3araftay? Did he tell you?

Me: ee ..

Shaikha: what does he drive?

Me : umm..  a Toyota, Camry atwaqa3

She gasped again: way lama ana ayeeblich 100 wa7id ghaira esoog sayara asna3 min Camry!

Reema: I’m afraid I’m going to have to agree with Shaikha

I got all defensive: way ma9adigkum! Shda3wa aham shay he's a good person and he loves me!

And more importantly I love him! I added.

Shaikha was incredulous..

Dalia: bs lama 7abeebty how is he going to provide for you etha tezawajtaw? O lama tyebon 3yal?

Reema: ee, lama entay 3aysha eb 3iz al7een shloon bt3eeshen ma3a wa7id mayigdar ewafirlich 7ata esufar!

Dalia: lama fakray feeha, its a huge transition, o lets face it, we got used to having everything we want imagine what will happen when you marry wahab?

They threw these toxic thoughts on me like it was nothing. Yet, I have to agree. They were right! Even though I'm not as rich as they think I am but still I can buy anything I want.

Almost anything..

Marrying wahab will limit me from a lot of things. I'm sure I can find some one who can love me like wahab does who's rich and handsome, right?  

Shaikha sat next to me: tara ely ga3deen engola kila 7ag ma9la7tich, shyathminlich ena he’s not after your money? Ya3ny wa7id esog Camry o mobila Nokia alf o tis3imya o 76uba yaby yitzawijich, he’s taking a leap and he has nothing to loose, but if you agree you will loose a lot!

Her words were so convincing!

Me: ok..

After the girls left I went to my mother’s room, ready to apologize.

I walked in and found her sitting on the bed..

Me: yuma..

I walked closer to her with my lips quivering; I will cry any second now.

She looked at me but said nothing..

Me: yuma walla asfaa *sniff* makan qa9dy asawy elly sawayta ga9 3alay ebleees! Bs khalas 

mara7 akalma marathanya walla!!

I covered my hands while I sobbed..

I felt my mother’s arm rap around my trembling body..

Me: khalas 7abeebtyy latabcheeen! Walla lama darait ekhtar3at o adry kint gasya 3alaich bs 

entay binty elwa7eeda o mabeech tamsheen eb hal 6ireeej!

She started crying too..

Mom: khalas lama.. ekhthay mobilich min el 6awla bs taw3edeeny enich matkalmeena?

I stopped for a second, am I willing to make this promise?

Hmm..

Aham shay al7een enna umy tertha 3alay..

Me: aw3idich..

And there’s that sound inside me that I tried so hard to tune out, screaming “But you still love him!” 


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"Money is not the most important thing in the world. Love is. Fortunately, I love money." - Jackie Mason

I called dalia from the house phone,

Me: aloo

Dalia: lama shfeeech??

Me: dalia pls come over?

I said between sobs.

Dalia: ok al7eeen aye!

I was so confused, I don't know why I stormed out of Starbucks like that.

Its not like he told me he has HIV!!

My heart longed for him, but my brain wanted him out of my life.

I mean, I know he's poor, but its not like I'm a millionaire! I shouldn't look down on him!

I grabbed the phone; I wonder how I should apologize.

I kept thinking of words to say; yet I end up changing every thing I had thought of.

I don't know how to say what I'm feeling..

I don't know how I'm feeling actually..

I thought it would be better for Dalia to come first, then I'll decide.

After some time, I heard a knock on my door.

At that time I had fallen asleep waiting for Dalia.

I opened my eyes and stretched..

Me: come in!

Dalia slowly opened the door and walked in..

Shaikha and Reema awkwardly followed her.

I narrowed my eyes and looked at Dalia, what the hell are they doing here?

I knew it! They're going to gang up on me! I knew she would tell them I was just stupid enough to trust her!

Reema walked over to me and sat on my bed..

How dare she?

Reema: lama, I'm sooo sorry!

She started crying, I wont buy her little act. Reema betrayed me, there were a million ways to solve this situation but telling my mother isn't one of them!

Reema: lama walla I was just looking out for you! *sniff* madry shloon 6la3at miny! Makint aq9id I just blurted it out without thinking!

She looked at me her eyes begging for forgiveness, but I looked away.  

She is the last person I want to talk to right now.

Shaikha: lama adry 7adna 7ameer we left you in a time where you needed us most! Bs ka al7een e7na hny o we dont mind abdulla at all!

Dalia shot her a look: abdulwahab!

Shaikha: I mean abdulwahab!

My nostrils flared, as I was angered!

Me: I’m not waiting for your permission!! I just wanted you to understand! To hear me out before leaving me stranded:)

Reema cried again: I know!! And I’m so sorry wallaa lama please forgive us! E7na ghala6na o al7een yayeen ni3tirif blghala6! I will never do it again I promise!!

She came in and hugged me; I hugged her back and started crying too.

I mean they're my best friends, I have to forgive them!

Dalia: ok lama so what did he tell you?

I looked at my lap and started playing with my fingers: he said he wants to marry me..

Reema jumped: 9iiiiij!! I’m so happpy for you!!

Me: bs... You guys he's poor!

I instantly regretted saying that!

I regretted agreeing to talk to them about him. Now, their inner poor-hating devils will come out. Allah yaster.

Shaikha gasped: no way, min9ijich takhtheena?

Dalia: la7tha fahmeena, shlon poor ya3ny laih ay daraja?

They looked at me intently..

Maby aftha7a zyada!

Lama: madry y3ny mu nafsna!

I was ashamed of myself, I say the lie and then believe it! If they know that I'm not as rich as they are, I don't even want to think of how cruel they'll be to me!

Reema; shloon 3araftay? Did he tell you?

Me: ee ..

Shaikha: what does he drive?

Me : umm..  a Toyota, Camry atwaqa3

She gasped again: way lama ana ayeeblich 100 wa7id ghaira esoog sayara asna3 min Camry!

Reema: I’m afraid I’m going to have to agree with Shaikha

I got all defensive: way ma9adigkum! Shda3wa aham shay he's a good person and he loves me!

And more importantly I love him! I added.

Shaikha was incredulous..

Dalia: bs lama 7abeebty how is he going to provide for you etha tezawajtaw? O lama tyebon 3yal?

Reema: ee, lama entay 3aysha eb 3iz al7een shloon bt3eeshen ma3a wa7id mayigdar ewafirlich 7ata esufar!

Dalia: lama fakray feeha, its a huge transition, o lets face it, we got used to having everything we want imagine what will happen when you marry wahab?

They threw these toxic thoughts on me like it was nothing. Yet, I have to agree. They were right! Even though I'm not as rich as they think I am but still I can buy anything I want.

Almost anything..

Marrying wahab will limit me from a lot of things. I'm sure I can find some one who can love me like wahab does who's rich and handsome, right?  

Shaikha sat next to me: tara ely ga3deen engola kila 7ag ma9la7tich, shyathminlich ena he’s not after your money? Ya3ny wa7id esog Camry o mobila Nokia alf o tis3imya o 76uba yaby yitzawijich, he’s taking a leap and he has nothing to loose, but if you agree you will loose a lot!

Her words were so convincing!

Me: ok..

After the girls left I went to my mother’s room, ready to apologize.

I walked in and found her sitting on the bed..

Me: yuma..

I walked closer to her with my lips quivering; I will cry any second now.

She looked at me but said nothing..

Me: yuma walla asfaa *sniff* makan qa9dy asawy elly sawayta ga9 3alay ebleees! Bs khalas mara7 akalma marathanya walla!!

I covered my hands while I sobbed..

I felt my mother’s arm rap around my trembling body..

Me: khalas 7abeebtyy latabcheeen! Walla lama darait ekhtar3at o adry kint gasya 3alaich bs entay binty elwa7eeda o mabeech tamsheen eb hal 6ireeej!

She started crying too..

Mom: khalas lama.. ekhthay mobilich min el 6awla bs taw3edeeny enich matkalmeena?

I stopped for a second, am I willing to make this promise?

Hmm..

Aham shay al7een enna umy tertha 3alay..

Me: aw3idich..

And there’s that sound inside me that I tried so hard to tune out, screaming “But you still love him!”